I’ m also struggling before in depression because working from different country makes me feel alone. But all I need is to get vacation back to my hometown and be happy with my family and friends. Kiss alijah and make him cry shirt Then get back to work again from other country. Face time with your family and friends makes you feel better and tell what your heart said be open. Before everything is too late
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I’ve dealt with this personally. Feeling as if no one really understands. Not to a point of deep depression, certainly never to a desire to take my life. I’m learning that, for me, it comes from a place of wanting everything to be pleasant, nice, presentable, and well received. I’m learning it comes from a place of not wanting to stay with myself even, in moments where things are uncomfortable or difficult, to see what’s really underneath and driving those. To wait thru it. Kiss alijah and make him cry shirt Now though, slowly, I’m learning to sit with myself. To take it all in and accept it, accept me… as I am. Rather that is cool, exciting, follow-able… or difficult, needy, unpleasant. To be there for me, to love myself even when it isn’t appealing, because I’m worth it!
I’m unlearning an idea that if I’m not willing to be there for me, why would anyone else be..? While becoming aware this has been my silent background noise. So that as I begin to love me, I can find the courage to give others a chance to do the same; as I attempt to be able to truly present myself wholly. Even the parts I perceive will be unappealing. As if my entire personage up to this point has been like how many may present their fb profile picture… even to those I’ve known close. Celebrating and reveling when what I put forward is liked and embraced, while feeling ashamed and deeply embarrassed when it is not. When what I put up is unaccepted, heckled, or rebuked. I’m finally attempting to live my life by how I feel, and what makes me feel good, comfortable, and content outside of others impressions or opinions. Sometimes in direct opposition of what others would have or see me do. Rather than living for how well my life is received, and praised or rewarded by the outside world; in whichever of the many contexts that may apply.
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